Picture Reflection

What am I really doing? In this picture, I'm standing with my family in front a pink Tinkerbell cake, pink balloons, and number 9 on the cake, so it was obviously my sister birthday party. There was really no facial expression on my face so I can't really tell what I was exactly feeling at the moment, but I know that I would have much rather be anywhere else then there. The two major things that are noticeable in this picture is that rosemary cross necklace and that I had very short hair. That there was telling me there is a huge difference between now and then. I can pretty much call myself ignorant and clueless, because I couldn't figure out what's really real or not at the time. All the things that really matter to me at that point, now seems so stupid, like how short my hair needed to be, rap/pop music everyone use to listen to, and religion that was force upon me. This picture reminder me how close minded I use to be.